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:iconinsober:
pms - check out the new paper chase. their best yet imo

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good things die all of the time
god bless your heart, vengeance is mine
"kiss me like you mean goodbye"
said the spider to the fly
all those times you thought that you were wrong,
you were right :frail:
:iconalexbramble:
Oh yeah? I haven't heard anything by them in quite a while. I'll definitely look into it when I get the chance.
:iconinsober:
fact of the matter pt 2: run billie run!!!

--
good things die all of the time
god bless your heart, vengeance is mine
"kiss me like you mean goodbye"
said the spider to the fly
all those times you thought that you were wrong,
you were right :frail:
:iconinsober:
durrherr thanks for saving me, you were all i needed! you always had my back in ways amanda could have never imagined

--
good things die all of the time
god bless your heart, vengeance is mine
"kiss me like you mean goodbye"
said the spider to the fly
all those times you thought that you were wrong,
you were right :frail:
:iconalexbramble:
No, you don't get it, or care to understand anything outside of what you think is right and wrong. Which makes the lengths you took this almost fascinating, but instead, just notoriously familiar.

If you really wanted to know, I would have told you that the reason I kicked Amanda out was because she was never there..for weeks at a time. The whole reason we moved in together was to be there for you, and in between our class/work schedules we both would have enough time to 'look after you' given that we made this decision when you were in the hospital, given we didn't know what your rate of recovery would be like. That way you wouldn't have to have random care workers over at the house every single day to babysit you.

But that still isn't the point, my denial to what you've put forth has reasoning that you can't find. If you had half a thought in your head, you would have figured it out by now.
:iconinsober:
you fucking sheep-ass retrad.
the lengths i took this to have been only ineffective in trying to beat honesty out of you like you're a rotten cheap pinata filled with rotten disgusting ogrish treats.

we all know you had a crush on amanda and that isn't what i hold against you or set out at first to advertise. we all know she wasn't home for HOURS at a time because you were so fucking awkward around her and zoelle.
you're a squirrel wrapped in metal cliches and you're not worth the oxygen you waste <3




i set out to chisel away at your bullshit, and have no interest in paying attention to you in at all a timely manner. i don't afford you the repect of listening to you and that's because you manipulated me and hurt me when i was at my weakest. thanks sweetie, you're such a good friend. if this were actually about me wouldn't you have considered that i loved in a platonic (i know you don't get that) way the person i pushed away, at your insistance? every fucking day you come home complaining the same bullshit and i did actually trust that you were there for me. moving out of the hospital was the worst idea i've had in a while.



my want for honesty is all of "how far i've taken this"

crap like "blind leading the blind" is as intellectual as you ever are, and if you want to wrap yourself in metal cliches why don't you hang yourself with it? or we could bike out west or something. i'll show you some good spots to kill yourself

the only reason i ever mentioned your parents (and you're stupid and took it out of context) was in gratitude. they must have sinned something awful in a past life to end up with you hahahah. the fact of the matter is i appreciate them more than you ever will

--
good things die all of the time
god bless your heart, vengeance is mine
"kiss me like you mean goodbye"
said the spider to the fly
all those times you thought that you were wrong,
you were right :frail:
:iconalexbramble:
If you really wanted honesty, then why didn't you just come talk to me in the first place instead of trying to make an example out of me? You never wanted to make things any better, and the only time you had any problems, of course, was behind my back. You make so many useless wasteful claims and by now you're only doing yourself a disservice.

I tried to be there for you, I really did, but even then I could tell you had no real interest in making anything out of our situation. You're the type to hold grudges and never solve anything. You throw people out before they even know what your wants and expectations of them are. You talk about love and other virtues, yet you are completely unforgiving and careless towards people who have fucked up and are sorry for what they've done, and you'd rather hold them accountable for their actions and try to hurt them than show them what they've done wrong.

I never 'used' you or 'manipulated' you, and in fact, I recall that you complained just as much as me, at least. You're so full of anger that you could never say anything to me with any merit let alone try to make a difference.

If you really want honesty, stop being such a bitch and talk to me, but I know that you don't possess any moral directive, and your self-righteousness will keep you from letting go. You'll sit there and keep name-calling and laying blame to me, proving through your animosity that you're no different than what you hold me accountable for,and all of this anger you direct towards me is just a reflection of how hateful you truly are to just about anyone who isn't 'good enough' for your approval.

You didn't mention my parents in gratitude, you're using that to exemplify me as a bad person; trying to ';prove' that you are actually capable of appreciating anything, instead of just being condemning and condescending. If you really cared about my parents, why don't you go and tell them that you appreciate them yourself?
:iconatthecore616:
.....HI ALESSXXX its melizza, i mad e anew diviant accound with new stuff, you should look at them!! i missyou!!!

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Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
:iconalexbramble:
sounds good, I'll keep in touch!
:iconinsober:
thank you so much for posting some sort of support on his behalf. thank you, i don't know how to make him see i don't hate him - i feel cornered into forcing him out of his bullshit pretense. thank you so much and maybe he'll listen to you (not that any of this is in anyway your responsibility - i just mean i don't hate him but he made a terrible thing and he can't defer responsibility to the point of saying it's my fault because i'm a dick)

it's certainly not my fault i ended up sandwiched between to sociopaths, unless you want to say it's my fault i let him in in the first place

--
good things die all of the time
god bless your heart, vengeance is mine
"kiss me like you mean goodbye"
said the spider to the fly
all those times you thought that you were wrong,
you were right :frail:

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